This isn’t working.
Not hearing from you. It’s driving me heart crazy.
I love you. I always will. That part will never ever leave nor dissipate. It won’t happen; I won’t let it happen.
You are the best thing that’s ever happened to me. You ARE my confidant. My comfort; A personification of patience and love. Nothing could ever come close to what you gave me. I admit it. I am weak. A mad fool even; the most ridiculous and ever selfish. I am sorry for driving you away. It wasn’t what I EVER wanted. I hope you’ll see this and speak to me. Your silence, your absence only makes my heart grow fonder of you and that’s okay. We have come to move forward for now without each other. It hurts every second of everyday. I am not who I am without you. You complimented my every flaw. I don’t know if we will talk again. I guess that’s dramatic but that’s what the situation feels like. I will be always willing. Always have my arms opened. I made the mistake of a lifetime ; losing complete contact. I would do anything to retrieve what our lives were. I welcome it. I miss and love you. Everything in me longs to hear from you. You’re fantastic, everyday in everyday.
I’ll be here. Always ready. I miss you, petal.